Here I am writing again. I am not a very consistent blogger. I have no excuse really except that my mind is constantly filled with what I need to be doing, second guessing the next shoe that drops and what the heck awaits me on my first day back to work after the weekend. Most of it I can't control, some of it yes. But really when you have a mind like mine where every second something comes to the surface and says "What about this?!!!", blogging is usually the first thing to get tossed back into the abyss. Of course then there's the braces for the kids, first cars, the new trumpet, what camp is # 2 going to go to this summer (# 1 is all set)and am I going to have time for a vacation for me? Geez. Sometimes the din is so loud I just shut down and watch HGTV which, of course, makes me feel even worse because there are all these people doing fantastic things to their homes and (crap, I really need to finish the detailing on my backsplash!)how do these people do this stuff? That is exactly the reason why I cancelled my subscription to Martha Stewart's magazine, guilt over not being able to have the time to do all the fabulous projects in there!
Yesterday I made big strides I called the plumber to come and fix my toilets(C-I know I should learn to fish to eat yada yada... but it's crazy in my head!)and I am now having a landscaper come to coax my yard back to life. I feel like I accomplished something after all, even though it was really just a couple of phone calls. Still now there is room for the blog guilt to get taken to task and put away. Hmmm, I do have to go to work tomorrow....oh lord the empty spaces are already getting filled! I need a brain secretary(excuse me, administrative assistant). Anyone up for the job!